Short Holiday

Ass..

Cuma mau pamer foto-foto, setelah beberapa hari kemarin liburan singkat di Jogja =D

Di atas Jeep sama Ndul. Lagi offroad ceritany..

Sama Mama n Ndul

Finally, saya! ^o^

Borobudur ga' pernah ketinggalan yaaa..

4 bulan ini, sudah ke Tarakan, Jogja, dan Surabaya. Semoga sampai akhir taun, ada kota-kota lain yang bisa saya kunjungi. Semangatt!! =D

Tidak Manis

Ass..

Saya akui, saya ini adalah seorang wanita yang tidak manis.

Saya tidak manis karena saya tidak pernah sekalipun meminta kepada siapapun yang menjadi pacar saya, untuk mengantar-jemputkan saya kuliah. 
Saya tidak manis karena saya tidak pernah sekalipun meminta kepada pacar saya untuk menemani saya ke salon.
Saya tidak manis karena saya tidak pernah sekalipun menyuruh siapapun yang menjadi pacar saya untuk membayarkan makan saya.
Saya tidak manis karena tidak pernah sekalipun saya meminta dibelikan barang oleh pacar saya.
Saya tidak manis karena saya tidak pernah sekalipun meminta pacar saya untuk membantu saya menyelesaikan tugas-tugas kuliah saya.
Saya tidak manis karena sekalipun sedang sakit, saya tidak pernah meminta pacar saya untuk membelikan saya makan.


Dengan berbagai macam ke-tidakmanis-an saya, ada alasannya. "Kalau bisa dilakukan sendiri, kenapa harus merepotkan orang lain?"

Sejak kecil saya dididik untuk menjadi wanita yang kuat, tegar, dan mandiri. Apabila ada hal yang ingin dilakukan, coba lakukan sendiri. Karena setiap orang memiliki kesibukanny masing-masing. Hingga akhirny didikan itu melekat hingga kini. Banyak anggapan-anggapan miring diluar sana. "Sok kuat", "Tidak membutuhkan orang lain", itu hanya beberapa. Banyak yang memaksa saya untuk berubah. Mereka berharap saya bisa sedikit lebih "manis". Tapi saya tidak akan berubah. Untuk hal yang satu ini, saya tidak akan berubah. Kecewa? Silakan kalau mau kecewa. Merasa saya tidak membutuhkan orang lain? Silakan kalau mau berpikir seperti itu. Bagi saya, sikap membutuhkan orang lain, tidak hanya bisa ditunjukkan melalui hal-hal manis tersebut. Masih banyak cara.

Dan saya yakin, suatu saat akan ada seseorang yang mampu menerima ke-tidakmanis-an saya apa adany.

=)

Quote of the day

Iseng-iseng buka Pinterest, trus nemu gambar quote itu. "If today were your last, would you do what you're doing? Or would you love more, give more, forgive more?" Kalau saya, dengan tegas akan saya katakan, "Saya tidak akan melakukan apa yang sedang saya lakukan sekarang." Saya akan mulai melakukan hal-hal yang ingin saya lakukan, yang selama ini tidak saya lakukan karena berbagai macam pertimbangan yang muncul dikepala saya. Saya akan mulai keluar dari zona nyaman saya. Saya akan meninggalkan rutinitas, dan menjadi diri saya apa adany. Saya akan pergi ke tempat-tempat yang selama ini ingin saya datangi. Saya akan melakukan hal-hal 'gila'. Saya akan menjadi yang terbaik bagi diri saya.

I will love my self more, I will give my self more, and I will forgive my self more.


ps : Maaf ya, temanya kali ini adalah diri saya sendiri. Lagi pengen egois =D

Somebody That I Used To Know

Somebody That I Used To Know

by : Gotye feat. Kimbra

 

 [Gotye:]
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[Kimbra:]
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

[Gotye:]
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[x2]
Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody

Jar of Hearts

Jar of Hearts

By : Christina Perri

I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
Tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are? 

ps : For better 'us', please don't u ever dare to 'touch' me again..